Thursday, May 19, 2011

Crafting Day!

Today is just an icky day out but I have so many ideas in my head I need to just sit down and do them! I feel much better after my little melt down yesterday. I have realized that sometimes its ok to just feel emotional and just to let it out. So my post yesterday was a way for me to let it out. Im not usually one to complain about being wrong or feeling wronged by someone else. So I hope no one was offended by my melt down.

Ok soooooo Im off to craft and if I manage to get anything finished I will post it later!

Rotten Day- airline got crazy with an overwieght woman!

Today has been so rotten! Im back to just vent today because I just need to do it. I have an issue with anger. Not that I get too angry its the oppoisite. I get upset and cry because I am angry. I dont think this is a good way to handle it but it is what it is. ABout a year ago I was at a baby shower for a relative. Her grandmother (not related to me) who had not seen me in years and years and speaks very broken english the minute she saw me started (very loudly) to discuss my weight issue with everyone. I was so humiliated!! Even as I sit and talk about this it makes me cry :( So the reason this is so fresh in my mind again is because the same family member is having a birthday party for her sweet baby and I have decided not to go. I hate that I feel that way but I just cant do it.

When you are fluffy the last think you want someone to day is remind you of how fat you are. Since when did being fluffy make you "bad"? Ok this is short maybe I will be back leter our tomorrow LOL!! Much Love!!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Life and other ramblings...

WoW! Its been way too long since I have been here. I have just been so extremly busy. When I quit working last year I could not figure out what I would do all day. Now I know! So many things I had left undone because I was working and just did not have time. It seems to me that either our house is messier these days because I am constantly cleaning or I have some gremlins that come in at night and make a mess to keep me busy! I have also had to figure out how to define myself. I have always worked until now so my job has always been such a big part of who I was. Now that I am not working I was lost for awhile and almost felt ashamed to say I didnt work. I have no idea why and it sounds crazy when I read what I wrote but seriously my job had always been so important and without it who was I? So, I figure I am going to blog more and try to answer that question along with some of my crafts along the way. So, you may want to ignore my ramblings! They are the ramblings of a housewife, wife to a lawyer, mom to grown children, volunteer in prison and friend to all.....